Hi there. I’m very nervous about this and not sure how to start this so I guess I’ll jump straight in and hope your understand. I’m a 42 year old married woman and up until very recently I thought I was totally frigid, it didn’t occur to me that the problem was my husband. It’s not his fault and I still very much love him but thanks to the web I now understand that he is a) quite small – just over 3.5in erect b) very premature – he usually comes within a minute inside me c) a useless lover – too timid and nervous in all respects.
So I set about doing something about it and was determined to do it without hiding it from Nick (my husband). Thanks to the web I found about cuckolding and decided this was what I wanted. It has taken me a very very long time to get Nick to accept it but using both carrot (showing myself while explaining my ideas) and stick (threatening to send pics of him nude to his friends & work colleagues and finally actually doing it to a couple of them) I think he is slowly learning to accept and maybe occasionally enjoy it.
Now I feel I’m making up for all those years of useless lovemaking and I’m desperate for black cock – long hard black cock deep inside me making me cum. I love to explore new kinky ideas, love obscene language, love being blatant and love long fucks. I also enjoy it up my arse, I like to suck cock and although I’m a little ashamed to say it at my age I like dressing and being treated like a slut.
It’s not essential that Nick watches and he still says he prefers not to, but I do admit to getting a kick out of looking in his eyes as I orgasm. Ideally I’d like to find a guy who is as much into humiliating him as I am. The only sex I now allow him is with a rubber doll or as a special treat I occasionally wank him into the toilet. I’ve tried some other things too like dressing him in a baby- doll and pissing on him, he accepts them now no problem and admits to prefering sex this way. I’m still exploring this so if you have ideas to humiliate him that would be great.