Intro to cuckold lifestyle

I was first introduced to being a cuck when i visited a prostitute I was always a sub she used to beat me and treat me like shit it was fun but there didn’t seem to be any difference in the sessions one day when i picked her up i asked for something different she reached for my cock i stopped her from pleasing me sometimes i wish i hadn’t because when i explaine that i still wanted to serve she made me pay her double and got out of my car and told me to wait further down the street she went back to her corner for a while until someone picked her up i did not see the blk guy but he had a blue car she was gone for about 20 minutes i was begining to think she was not coming back when she did she came to my car and got in she told me to drive to our usual place then emptied a condom in to my hand and and told me use the contence to wank myself i looked at her for a moment she sat on the bed and spread her legs so i could se her knickers she then removed her top to expose her bra clad breasts go on look at what that guy just had fun with and imagine it was you i pulled hard and fast i came almost istantly she made me clean up and eat the tissue then i kissed her ass and she left that was last year i november i have not cum since but she still fucks other men and teases me next time i will not complain if things get boring