My wife used to suck black men’s dicks

My wife Lucy had principles when she was younger. She wanted to save her virginity for her husband. That’s why she didn’t have sex before marriage, not even with me. And we’ve been married for 15 years now. And recently this happened.

We were at a party at her college friend’s house. And she has a huge collage with photos from different years. Of course, there are many photos from her college years. I looked at them for a long time. In one of the photos, my wife was posing with a group of people, and among them was a young man. They were hugging and were close to each other. What surprised me more was that this guy was black. But Lucy never told me that she dated black guys.

Then I asked who this guy was. She looked away embarrassed and replied that he was just a friend. I didn’t try to clarify things that evening, but I felt strange. I was sure that my wife was hiding something from me.

Then I met one of my old friends after some time. He told me about the rumors that were circulating about Lucy in their college. I couldn’t believe that my wife could ever be part of such scandalous stories. And then I decided I would talk to my wife.

I tried to stay calm and started asking her about all this. About what happened in college. I saw that she didn’t want to answer. Because she was speaking in some general phrases. Then I couldn’t stand it anymore and directly asked if it was true that she had relationships with black guys in college. She hesitated, and then confessed she did indeed have a wild period when she was studying.

Then I asked about her principles. She said she had a period when she was giving oral sex to black guys. She wanted to have sex, but she wanted to save herself for her husband. So she only sucked their cocks, not allowing anything more. I was stunned, but at the same time I felt that she was sincere. I asked why she hadn’t told me about this before. Lucy explained that she didn’t want my opinion of her to change.

I understood I loved this woman. And this information is bothering me. Now I imagine my wife sucking black cocks. This is so unusual for me. I couldn’t imagine that something like this was possible. So we decided to work on trust and openness, but I don’t know if this fantasy about my wife and black cocks will stay with me forever.