My god! She is really nothing like she was when we got together. We both worked in the same office and she was very straight laced and middle of the road! Most of our time off together was spent reading or maybe going to the movies. Then she started hanging out after work with one of the new girls. I’m not 100% sure just when she changed so much but she was gone more and more. Coming home late, very tight lipped about everything and wanting nothing to do with me in bed. I finally just ask her one day if she was having an affair. She flat out told me no, she was having a lifestyle change. She told me how her new girlfriends and her were out in the evenings, partying, getting high and having wild sex with numerous black men. That this is who she was now and that was not going to change. She told me if I loved her and still wanted her in my life that she was now in charge and I was what her girlfriends called her cuck! She got to do whatever she pleases and I get to do what she tells me and enjoy the fact that she lets me. She made some sort of devil horn, rock and roll sign with her fingers, yelled "white lines & black cock" kicked me in the groin! I have spent the last year or so waiting for my (as she loves to call herself) "little interracial whore" to come home so I can spend the rest of the night or morning as the case my be, rubbing her feet and eating out her cum filled pussy while she tells me about all the things she has done that evening and tells me what a "pathetic sissy cuck fag" I am. I really don’t know why I keep doing this except that for some strange reason it all feels so right? Does anyone else understand this? Please explain.
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