I want my girlfriend to give herself to a black master

I`m 23 years old guy. Recently I have been haunted by one fantasy. I have always been gentle with girls. But I slowly got excited until I realized what was going on. Despite my tenderness, I would like my girlfriend to be fucked hard by another man.

I would like her to be just an ordinary girl with me, and a slut for another. And I would watch how another man fucks her. Gradually I came to the conclusion that I would like a black man to do it.

Maybe this is a certain desire to feel that someone can be tough with her, even rude. And at the same time she would like it and she wanted it. I don`t want any humiliation, insults or tying up. And I don`t want to clean up after sex for them.

I want to be gentle with my girlfriend, excite her with caresses, kisses or massage. And then for an experienced black man to join us and fuck her hard. I imagine him holding her by the hair and fucking her in the mouth so that she chokes, but doesn`t want to stop.

And then he will fuck her hard, and she will ask for more and more. So that he will bring her to a powerful orgasm. And I will watch this with pleasure. I want my dick to be hard at this, but I would not jerk it off, but could cum without using my hands.

After the black master uses her body at his own discretion and fills all her holes with his sperm, I will wash her and tidy her up. And then I will love her tenderly again. Maybe then she will decide that I`m a weakling and a loser. But I can’t help myself. This desire has been haunting me for several months. But I still haven’t found a girl with whom I can fulfill this.